Love C'est Moi

05 July 2009 @ 09:24 pm

something about ray and love, a piece of wind a piece of joy..

And still I look at the night sky and I want to find out if I'm in good place and family at least to live for...
And one day when I was filling in thoughts, I saw a fallen comet... and then I understood that I don't need to seek the better place, because I've found my place. Now, I've foung more peace to live, more love to dream again, more concernt that I'm really needed, more heart which I thought I've lost forever...

Anyway some of my friends -mostly girls have a lot of pretension and really horrible words for Desiree. They usually say that she has hoovered up me, my mind and all freedow. It's a little horrible for me and for her. I don't agree with that, I don't have a freedom, maybe I just grew up for family? why someone can understand ours feelings?
Most of my friends are happy when I'm happy, but there is this less too, when I can feel the pain... jealous is something hard to stand.
I've never promised some kind of marriage or great love, even if my journal title is Love C'est Moi. Of course it is true that I love you all my friends, all of you!, I'm just open guy, who loves all friends.
But sometimes someone of you can't understand that I live with Desiree, you can't forgive me it or what...
So I think you're not my friend at all, because Did I not deserve a bit of joy? That same is with you All, you all try to catch a little bit once ray of joy,right? yeah I think so.
Please, I bego you all, try to understand my feelings and emotions, which are in my heart at long and unusual night...
I'm happy now ,happy with family, with her and I wouldn't change it for none millions, for nothing.
if you are my real friend, you would try understand.

I'd like to dedicate all the sunny and warm day with no tears and sorrows of gray rain, all you who have supported me all the time who had the opportunity to meet me and spend with me wandering around the world with my curious person.
To you, thank you very much!
With the accent close my entry today.

yours friend
Vincent

PS: I've got new black layout, which Vill chose for me^^. Hope you like it;)
I wish you lovely night and good day next!
See you!

Tags: asarcastic, feelings, friends, joy, love, place, wind, you

Current Location: Luzern

Current Mood:

calm

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17 May 2009 @ 06:24 pm

The while of confidence.

Hey guys,

How are you doing? All are fine?Save? I hope so:)

I saw that there is a lof of comments which I haven't replied yet and I'm very sorry, but belive me it is just a passing phrase which I'll try fix it.
I'm working very hard and after it I feel so tired to open my diary and give you a sing...
Even if there's lovely night and I should go clubbing with my friends, I'm too tired to do it,even if I've promised them earlier some nice party...
I should stop working hard for some whiles^^.
Anyway I don't lose contact with my friends. Now my "new family" is most important in my life. Maintenance in Switzerland isn't easy, but it has a lot of pleasures which can brings to live joy,peace and love.
Some weeks ago I've had to visit Berlin,but when I've beem there my thoughts was still near to lakes,mountains^^.Berlin is beautiful city too, but maybe my feelings of longing come from that I don't have anyone here?...
Today I saw small changes at Vill's character.Namely, he's benn heaving in thoughts;
I supposed he just fall in love:). Well it's normal. Besides we've got Spring(maybe not very warm) May and that means love in the air!
I've got latelly question: Do I feel love in myself? Certainly I can say: YES, because I always felt love around me and my body is full of Neverending love!:D It's all me:D

Rami's doing fine,better and better:) She is interested all new things, animals,games. Latelly she called at me"Vincent e Allah" what has been stupid figment from her side^^. Vill's really good contact with her. Petite Rami understand his turkish dialect a little bit and that makes shy smile at her face.
A lot of the time I spend in bedroom where I can get relax,of course all I've after work^^.
Back to Vill... his behaviour is still weird, he still has appointment with the therapist.
And when his feelings are throw up...Mon Dieu, he's crying sometimes then. And today he was angry but later he started cry. We talked about it. And I've understood what he felt suffering (I can't tell all his confesst because it would be unfair for him)
Vill needs a time to change his last bad habits, I know it is a horrow for him.

Next time I'll try to reply for all your comments and I'm sorry again for my long silence.
I would like to change it,but for now I just can't.

with big,hot love
Vincent

Tags: de moi, family, feelings, friends, love

Current Mood:

working

Current Music: Yohanna - Is it true?

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11 April 2009 @ 05:42 pm

New...I wanna tell....

At least I've got news from my friends from Abruzzo. My friends Lyssandra, Antonio&Marc are in hospital... Lyss called to me today morning, she feels better and she hasn't hurted so much like rest. Antone's operated, but the problem is with young Marc,who is in coma...he has 13 years and I'm worry about this kid-I'm his godfather... and can't do anything, I can only wait for the news from depressed Lyss. She is very worried about her child,but I know her very good, she is brave...and I've hope she won't let fear to her hear, I've hope she won't break...
I know I haven't told you about those friends, maybe other time when they'll all right... I'll tell you about them more. I can only say that they saved my life a time ago...
Anyway, all of you I would like to send many beautiful days with great wishes

Easter Spring Happy Pictures, Images and Photos

Vincent

Tags: abruzzo, de moi, easter, friends, illness, me, you

Current Mood:

nostalgic

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08 April 2009 @ 11:15 am

I'm worry about Italy and my friends...

I feel worried in my heart... because so beautiful place as Abruzzo almost dead and empty...I feel real pain when somewhere must be earthquake.I love Italy, I've spent a lot of wonderful and elegiac moments, I would like this earthquake never happened again...
Now I'm worried about my friends who spent some few days in Abruzzo... and I've lost touch with them, I hope they are okay and soon I'll able to know that they back...
what we can do for earthquake...almost nothing...

Tags: abruzzo, friends, italy, worries

Current Mood:

worried

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04 April 2009 @ 06:23 pm

Hey Let's Play Guys!!_MEME for you!

Today I have enough almost everything.... and now I need help from your side! Please play with me:)

SURVIVAL
I'd like to know what you would do to surivive in somewhere....
Going to Extreme!

1.Who are you afraid of? eg. flying,crowded places,hights ets.
2.Do you do anything to help control your fear? (if yes,what?)
3.Do you enjoy a challenge at work/school/ in your lessure time?
4.What is the biggest challenge in your life at the moment?
5.What you would like to choose: Mental Strenght or Physical Strenght and tell me why?
6.Whould you like to going up-Mountains or going down-deep Ocean?
7.How long do you think you could survive in the wilderness?
8.What survival skills do you have?
9.Could you build a shelter in the forest?
10.Do you always push yourself in difficult situations?
11.Would you like to go on one of the courses at the Hillside Survival School?
12.What is the most dengerous situation you have ever been in? What happened?
13.What is the most interesting place you have been to?
14.Who is your best friend? Why is he/she is your friend?
15.Who is the most famous person you have ever met or known?
16.Where you'd survive?
a) in forest
b) up a mountain
c) in a desert
17.Would you like to try...
-snowboarding!
-surfing
-sailing
-skating
or maybe you have some different?
18. Would you take this meme and post on your livejournal?;)

Okay that all my question for you guys, I'll waiting for your note;)
See ya!
Huggles and thanks for reading and playing with me:)
Vincent

Tags: asks, going to extreme, meme, play the game, sport, survival

Current Location: some sweet home

Current Mood:

sexy an satisfied!

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19 March 2009 @ 08:42 pm

Voila, Je suis là avec vous:)

Salut Mes Amies!

Je suis là encore avec vous et je suis bien heureux et outre que je survivre:) - I'm here again with you and I'm very happy and except that I alive:)

I'm in home and I'm resting, after all long busy week( I don't need talk where). I'm not injured and I'm fine:)
I'm terrible tired and almost all day I'm spending in bed-where I dream a lot, or I'm training on the outside on the snow...
I missed snow and everything from Switzerland... and I missed you:)
I've a lot to tell, but right now I'm not able to do this^^.
Good to be in home:) but honestly my home is everywhee:D

Good Night
and
Take care
Vincent

Tags: back to home, de moi, friends

Current Mood:

lazy

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13 March 2009 @ 12:07 pm

Vincent is it's your day!-Happy Birthday to Dear Vincent!

Vincent!
You are not here right now, with us... but we're all thinking about you
You've your day, and you spending somewhere far away...

And song which Vincent likes very much.
Vince,this song is for you:)

Vill vel Bill

Tags: happy birthday, vincent's day

Current Mood:

thoughtful

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12 March 2009 @ 08:40 pm

My dream looked such like this...

At some months I've got many dreams and they make me that I wanna cry or I feel very scared...
and sometimes I've some with vampires...like on the pic...

Last night my dream sounded like this poem...

"Dammit I'm Mad"

Dammit I’m mad.
Evil is a deed as I live.
God, am I reviled? I rise, my bed on a sun, I melt.
To be not one man emanating is sad. I piss.
Alas, it is so late. Who stops to help?
Man, it is hot. I’m in it. I tell.
I am not a devil. I level “Mad Dog”.
Ah, say burning is, as a deified gulp,
In my halo of a mired rum tin.
I erase many men. Oh, to be man, a sin.
Is evil in a clam? In a trap?
No. It is open. On it I was stuck.
Rats peed on hope. Elsewhere dips a web.
Be still if I fill its ebb.
Ew, a spider… eh?
We sleep. Oh no!
Deep, stark cuts saw it in one position.
Part animal, can I live? Sin is a name.
Both, one… my names are in it.
Murder? I’m a fool.
A hymn I plug, deified as a sign in ruby ash,
A Goddam level I lived at.
On mail let it in. I’m it.
Oh, sit in ample hot spots. Oh wet!
A loss it is alas (sip). I’d assign it a name.
Name not one bottle minus an ode by me:
“Sir, I deliver. I’m a dog”
Evil is a deed as I live.
Dammit I’m mad.

yeah that was one of it...

Vill vel BIll

Tags: something from my nature

Current Mood:

exhausted

I'm a Lamborghini Murcielago!

You're not subtle, but you don't want to be. Fast, loud, and dramatic, you want people to notice you, and then get out of the way. In a world full of sheep, you're a raging bull.

Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

That was really cool quiz!:D This car really suit to me:D
and what car is yours?;)
Kisses for goodnight
Vince

Tags: car, lamborghini murcielago, quizz

Current Mood:

gloomy

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02 February 2009 @ 08:20 pm

It's Play Time!! a small meme;)

I have a little time to write this nice meme which I stolen form my friend

asti_chan :)

( meme here! )

Okay c'est fini...
alors I wish you calm or hot night and beautiful dreams;D

Yours
Vincent

Tags: meme, photo, time

Current Mood:

HORNY

Current Music: Rammstein - Keine Lust

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29 January 2009 @ 12:25 pm

Thanks God!

Oh Dears,

My horrible night and waiting is over. And I can thanks God, Vill And Desire are fine!! But will be better if I explain everything from first.
The police told me about my car (which Desire borrows from me) and about accided on the road.
When I was in hospital I saw that the girl wasn't my Desire!! So I understood that is lucky mistake, but how that girl got my car?... I was terrible worried about Vill and Desire, because they didn't picking up phone when I called to them...
The police had to hear the girl and they told me, that she've stole my car from the parking near to the Leokino cinema.
And then I took my second car and I found my family all sound and healthly. They were surpirsed but happy and when I asked why they didn't called me to my work, Desire with funny laugh told that she was writing a note for me and left it home.
I didn't see any note... but I happy they both have fine.
Too bad that I can't tell you all details from that situation which I passed^^. Vill said I'm totally hot-headed, but I don't know what he was thinking aboy;)

Vincent

PS: thank you for your all comforting comments!! Love you guys! and I'm sorry that I've triggerd so lot of confusion ;)

Tags: de moi, friends, happy, my family, story

Current Location: Innsbruck

Current Mood:

calm

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28 January 2009 @ 06:55 pm

To You All

Hi Everyone,
I feel very nervous and sadness keeps my heart...
I think it'll be a... sad post...because my mind is full of the pain.
My friends Desire&Vill had small crash accidend car... I still don't know what's with them... I'm very worried and nervous...
Please...stay with me and help me..

sad Vincent

Tags: accident of my loves

Current Mood:

worried

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19 January 2009 @ 12:22 pm

Salut a Tous!

Salut tout le Monde !
I know it I wasn't here such A ''Beautiful'' long time.... And I can't explain away why and what was the reason of my grand silence
But anyway I hope you can forgive me. I'm passing difficult sticky patch and I must get it shit together.
I have a lot of changes, a lot of difficult problem, too much love;) Oh I see I start such loving ideas...

How looks your Winter, is peaceful and white?
The winter is Austria (cause I'm in Austria now) looks same like on the image....

And Do you had such nice Christmas time as here? I hope so:)

Alors Now I'd like to start off on a different tack . I would like to post some meme from my friend

satine901
There is a lot of question and my answer... you can meet me better... so if you're curious , you're very welcome to read it:)

OPENING
NAME: Vincent Michel
NICKNAMES: Joye,Saint V,Vince
GIRL/ BOY: Boy
AGE: soon 27
BIRTHDAY: 13 March
BIRTHPLACE:Lyon
WHERE ARE YOU NOW: In Luzern Switzerland
BIRTHSTONE: Aquamarine
ELEMENT (I.E.WATER, FIRE, AIR, EARTH): Water
ZODIAC SIGN: Pisces
YOUR APPEARANCE
HEIGHT: 187cm
EYE COLOR: brown,dark brown
HAIR COLOR: black
LABEL: ^^
DO YOU DRESS LIKE YOUR FRIENDS?: Sometimes,but usually I've got my own style;)
GLASSES: I love sunglasses and I've them a lot in home!
TATTOOS: I don't have any. I don't mind if someone have them,it's a kind of great art.
PIERCINGS: Yeah I've got new one in my left ear:)
BRACES/RETAINER: Braces.. well if I need them;)
FAVORITES
CLASS: History and PF
TEACHER: My teacher of chemistry, she had huge erotic potential;)
BAND: The Ark, Depeche Mode,Linkin Park,L'arc en ciel,Era, and many more
ARTIST: Jean Michel Jarre,Gwen Stefani,Hyde, Ayumi Hamasaki, and many more
COLOR: I have small obsess for Violet!:) but I like black,purple,blue and white
SEASON: Winter! but I like Summer too:)
SODA: If I'll need I'll drink;)
ICE CREAM: Mint or vanille mixed with apricot
PLANET: Saturn and Neptune
COUNTRY: Everywhere where is great snow!XD honest:.Maroco,Austria,Finland,Spain,USA but more honest I feel good everywhere,where I can be in some action;)
ROOM IN YOUR HOUSE: I live in a really sexual and sensual room;) where you can find some kind of magic and lots of love;)
WEATHER: Sunny day where the snow is shining...
DAY: Friday and Saturday
MONTH: May, January
PLACE: top secret;) No , kidding, where is lots of mountains and lakes.
PERSON: top secret;)here I'm not kidding;)
FOOD: spaghetti, French toast and Italian cakes
ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE: Ruby Shy (malibu/grenadine/fanta)
CONDOMS: Funny, but I don't wanna tell;)
POSITION (REFER TO ABOVE QUESTION): I like taste news;)
ANIMAL: Cats
FLOWER: Iris
THIS OR THAT
SKITTLES OR STARBURSTS: Skittles but I don't know why I chose it^^
MUSIC OR MOVIES: Music
IPOD OR CELLPHONE: cellphone
FOOD OR DRINKS: drinks
ALCOHOL OR DRUGS: No drugs! I don't drink a lot of alcohol, but Ruby Shy or Rum is my favorite:)
SEX OR LOVE: sex , but love is important too
TRAVEL THE WORLD OR SAME TOWN FOREVER: Of course travel the world! how I could pick up different?;)
ON OR OFF: On
UP OR DOWN: A little bit this and a little bit that^^
LEFT OR RIGHT: left is cool, but the right isn't worse:)
FRIENDS OR BOYFRIEND: friends:)
JUNGLE OR DESERT: I was in a Jungle a lot times and I loved all green there, but I visited desert and I was hypnotized too
FLY OR DRIVE: I love driving, it makes a strong free&happy potential inside my heart, but flying is amazing feeling too,when you fly you forget about reality..
COLLEGE OR JOB: job:)
LOVE
SINGLE, TAKEN, MARRIED: Not married, not taken , not single... so?;)
IF SO WHO?: it's difficult to say if is someone in my heart... but maybe;)
GOT A CRUSH? WHO?: usually with my father,but lately with my friend Sammi and I felt very deep sad...
VIRGIN: haha!:D No way, I can be virgin anymore:D
WHO DEFLOWERED YOU?: With Mine first girlfriend&my loved Maria
PERFECT DATE: on the beach... when you can see sunset and hear sound of the waves...
KISS ON FIRST DATE: damn yeah! why not?! I'm too hot usually;)
SEX ON FIRST DATE: it's depend from girl... I don't take when she is not ready for it.
'I LOVE YOU' ON FIRST DATE: I've needed to say it mine Maria! She had shake me down!;)
DATE SOMEONE YOU BARELY KNOW: Not really, I don't like such situation, but if it's necessary...
STRAIGHT, BI, GAY?: Straight. Not gay! I don't have mind is someone is bi.
OPPOSITE SEX
HEIGHT: Not so tall as me^^
WEIGHT: I don't care , it's not so important.
LABEL: again label.... maybe initials: M V N I?;)
HAIR COLOR: hmm I like girls with all kind od hair colour:)
EYE COLOR: deep dark eyes...
POLITICAL?: maybe.
MUSICAL?: yes, then I feel common spirit:)
PERSONALITY TRAITS THEY MUST HAVE: be yourself, must be patinent,warm, kind and crazy !
PERSONALITY TRAITS YOU DON'T LIKE: uncontrolled laugh
TATTOOS: I don't mine it:),lately tattoos are very chic:)
PIERCINGS: I don't mind, but not a lot^^
ATHLETIC?: not really;)
MUSCULAR, SKINNY OR MEAT ON THE BONES: eh , skinny^^?
LOVER OR FIGHTER: Lover
MILITARY?: Oh no, I don't need anyone or anything from military;)
ARE THEY FROM ANOTHER COUNTRY?: No, they don't.
RANDOMNESS
WOULD YOU GET MARRIED?: probably yes, but I'd prefer free love;)
HAVE CHILDREN?: I think I'd like it:)
MAKE MUSIC?: that would be cute!
MAKE MOVIES?: Oh yeah, some dangerous or full of hotness;)
KISSED IN THE RAIN?: I love kisses in all situation;) Kisses in the rain is pretty unique!
GOT CAUGHT IN 'THE' ACT: yeah....too weird and too long story;)
BROKEN A MIRROR: No, never:)
HAD A MOVIE MARATHON: eh...
MADE OUT IN A MOVIE THEATRE: if something was boring)

3 WISHES
#1: Never leave that what I really love!
#2: become a father
#3:Make the best family

3 GOALS FOR YOUR LIFE
#1: Be able to travel a lot
#2: make the best photos in the world
#3: have more energy!

SUBSTANCE ABUSE
DO DRUGS: " I don't need no drugs to calm me"
DRINK: at time to time
SMOKE: nope

ENTERTAINMENT
PLAYED SEVEN MINUTES IN HEAVEN: super imagination:) I'd try that!
SPIN THE BOTTLE: if I could kiss someone;)
STRIP POKER: Sure ;) I like play carts and poker is fantastique game:)

LIFE
WHAT'RE YOU ON EARTH FOR: I'd like to help somehow, The Earth it is my second love. I try help in any kind.
SAVE THE PLANET OR USE IT: Of course save the planet.
LOVE OR HATE THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU: How you think? of cours I love people around me:)
LOVE AND LOST OR NEVER LOVED AT ALL: love and be lost in love..

Okay that's all for today.... I wrote a lot I think;)
Now I'm going for the skis :D
See you later!!
And have a goooood Monday!!!!
Yours faithfully
Vincent

Tags: a lot question, de moi, meme

Current Location: Innsbruck

Current Mood:

artistic

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15 October 2008 @ 05:35 pm

Salut Mes Amis!

Helluuu!

Long, long time I didn't have contact with some of you. I missed you all time.
Some of you don't know what is going on with me or where am I now. It's normal for me if I've got such asks, but you're usually patient and you wait for sme small infor from my world.
I've got to stoped much more long outstay in Ireland. I have many work with making pictures, and take a knowledge about Irish castles.In some way I had small visit in UK, in London, where I did pictures called" London-delicate city in the night". My photosesion with it made my joy,because I had occasion made those pics from the helicopter. Did I tell you I love to fly, high?;) oh yeah!

In Irish place-I won't say what city I occupy right now....secret small*;)
I met 3 weird girls with sensual names: Hope, Faith and Verity. You know what they mean, honestly I never though I'll have a chance to meet someone of such names and now I'm very content, even if that girls are wild;)
Hope I united always with green or blue colours... such greenyblue imagination.
But that Hope girl has ginger locked hairs and strange eyes...I cant describe tthat colour.Hope is in my age.
Faith I thought about the colours of sweet violet or white....
That Faith girl has so black corvin hairs and very deep eyes.She has 25 years
About Verity I thought always very positive...but sometimes in my case verity couldn't be show...
Verity girl has white-silver hair with red strends. Verity is younger then her other weird girld
I wanted to made pictures with them but they had different plans... They took my cam wasted it and they throwed out cam to the rocks... so I understood. The girls din't wanted photos.

I liked their companion and I felt really nice with tree magic Irish girls-yeah I used good words of them.!:D
Anyway I think how Bill is doing in school in Luzern.Soon I'll back to Switzerland. I cant wait to be in home at least;) But so honest my real Home is everywhere:)

okay... I'm tired after long rocks climbings^^. only what I think now is go to the bed and have cool dreams;)

Wish you my ladies such same sweet dreams;D
Luv ya!
See ya , later;)
Vincent

Tags: de moi, faith, hope, ireland, irish girls, verity

Current Location: Ireland

Current Mood:

tired

Current Music: Irish sounds:)

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06 September 2008 @ 11:52 am

Saalluut at Surfing!

hi my swwet guys!

I back from my first trip to Los Angeles where I took a part in Surf contest. My form still needs a time after my "lazy" in hospital. I'm in France now but I have this horrible feeling... that I miss water and all California! America is wonderful country, it wasn't my first travell to USA, but this time was didderent... I mean that I could really enjoy the Ocean, swim,Los Angeles atactions and new guys.
I did photos from this charming place and soon you'll have a chance to see them.I visited cool park with "Hollywood stuff movie". I did some pics with surf but the not sacisfated my eyes(it will be just a part of surfing), I could get really great pictures but I lost contact with someone who had care of the photos fromSur in LA, so I can say the pictures just vanishedXD.
On Monday probably I'll move my ass to Switzerland again, I miss that climate^^.I need to wait to welcome my grandfather and I need to get back my cat(I missed him terible!!)
And do you can believe that my cat-Chicago found some nice kitty;)? I don't know how nice friend of my cat looks, but I hope I'll not see any small kitties yet!!:D
So the picture from the surfing I'll put soon and you can be sure they'll nice;)
Alors one what I can to say right now isssssssssssssss:

Guys!!!!:D
Yours
Vincent

Tags: de moi, miss a think, surfing

Current Location: Lyon

Current Mood:

complacent

Current Music: Tarkan - Dudu

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